Pretty sure I've repeated myself on numerous past posts. I know that the blog is free to read, but I do wanna make sure you get your money's worth. Unfortunately, grief is a lot of circular sensation. There's denial, anger, depression, bargaining and acceptance, plus lots more, and unfortunately, they aren't one-and-done (even acceptance).
If I've done multiple posts about feeling lonely, it's only because that shit hasn't changed yet. Grief is like walking in an enclosed 'Hunger Games' forest. I've passed that tree half-a-dozen times now, and I'm gonna pass it more. Sometimes the tree is wearing Groucho glasses or a rainbow clown wig, but everyone can tell it's the same.
One day I'll get out from under this glass bell jar and return to the real world. I believe that to be true. But until then, I may repackage previous thoughts as they re-return. Hopefully, the different disguises are worth the individual reading. Maybe next time I talk about being lonely, I'll dress it up in a sailor gimmick with a Flavor Flav clock. You'd pay the cover charge to see that, right?
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